ptm

last last saturday was parents tchers meeting. as usual, they are so not interested. damn. sometimes it make me wonder whether they care about me or not. my studies, my health, whether i die or live is like none of their business. everything is about that lil' GODDESS. fine. lets see who shall be the one who make it big next time. ok..mr lim was nice.. i had good remarks. grins. he said "she knoes wat she wans and she is working hard for it. she is pushing herself and i can see it." something like tat lah. heh. yes i do know wat i wan. =) NUS BIOLOGICAL SCIENCE. FACULTY OF SCIENCE.
but freaking shit YOU. juz have to pour one whole damn big bucket of cold water on me by say.."aiyah. u can make it meh. cannot go in one lah." DAMN U. i donnoe why on earth will any parent discourage ur child like that. y do u have to discourage me like that? does it make u feel good in any way? u go to my school for the first time ever since i stepped into this school. u put on the face that juz simply shows that u are freaking not interested in me and my studies. man. THANK YOU. walking around the school like everyone in the world owes u some big fuck. u will never attend my investiture. u will never see me in my best. i hope the onli thing that u ever attend for me is my funeral. u will never see my achievements and glory. i did it for the O levels with a beautiful score that i'm so proud of. but u? do u feel anything for me? will u ever knoe that i got band ONE for my pw? let me tell u, NO U WILL NEVER KNOW. u dun even care about anything that is related to me. birthdays? ha. u will onli ask wif that smirk on ur face whether i remember ur birthday. u might as well forget that u even gave birth to a child in 1987. hell.